Linda Ann Gets PEZ’d!
Interview: As the Vuelta a España hits the mid-way point, there was one rider who should have won the Spanish Grand Tour, Robert Millar was ‘flicked’ over the win in 1985 and then came close the following year. Robert’s life change to Pippa York is well known, but what about his partner? Ed Hood caught up with Linda Ann to hear more.
By any measure it’s a bizarre story; hard man, Robert Millar the Tour de France ‘King of the Mountains’ in 1984, second overall twice in the Vuelta, second in the Giro and fourth overall in the Tour de France transitions into female Philippa York. A factor in the story which intrigued me was that the lady who was Robert’s partner and the mother of his daughter, is still Philippa’s partner: Linda Ann.
We asked Linda Ann if she’d like to do an interview with us and she kindly consented:
PEZ: Tell us about life ‘BR’ – ‘Before Robert’ and your adventures in Environmental Health – what do you do for a living these days?
Linda Ann: Life BR mostly involved cars & motorbikes. I had a series of dodgy cars, my first was a Triumph Spitfire 1500 (with the all-important overdrive) it looked great until I nudged a wall and the boot fell out. My penchant for Alfa Romeos led to a ‘Sud’ and GTV, I still hanker after them. Italian’s always have the edge on style, (De Rosa/Campagnolo/Bianchi) I also had a Moto Guzzi Monza 500 motorbike and a Benelli 250 motorbike which was interestingly unreliable. Pippa has a Ducati 900 super light motorbike, it’s beautiful like Sophia Loren. I worked in Environmental Health for 27 years, my field was housing; Environmental Health is rarely boring. There was a guy who hoarded tinned food, (wall to wall) he was preparing for a nuclear strike, the Council where I worked had a bunker, there were all sorts down there but nowhere near to his stash of tinned fruit and corned beef. One time we had a complaint of loud ‘growling’ noises on a dodgy housing estate, it seemed the tenant’s had done a moonlight flit, leaving a very disgruntled alligator behind, that was quite a shock. Pippa loved hearing my tales, one favourite was about this chap who had a moose head mounted on his wall (Fawlty Towers) he had fitted red light bulbs into the eye sockets, quite bizarre! I have worked for the Fire Service for some time now, it’s a great job which I would recommend as a career to anyone.
Working for the Fire Service
PEZ: Were you ‘into’ cycling before you met Robert?
My ex-boyfriend won a cycling medal at Butlin’s Youth International, he introduced me to the Tour de France; like me he was of Irish descent, so we cheered Roche and Kelly; however Robert Millar caught my eye, I thought he looked ‘wild’, I liked his waspish attitude. Back then, hardly any girls rode, so I was considered ‘quirky’ by the villagers, unlike today with many more women involved in Cycling. Pippa has finally got me into clipless pedals, I hate them – we don’t ride the bike together, it’s not so much struggling to keep up as nagging me for cross chaining or mashing a high gear.
PEZ: How did you meet Robert?
A fleeting moment in the doorway of the Holiday Inn in Birmingham in 1990 (Kellogg’s) I asked him to autograph my cycling magazine, (which I still have, also signed by Stephen Roche). I ought to thank Stephen’s Uncle Tom. He was watching the race, we got talking and he said he was Stephen Roche’s uncle, and invited me to meet him after the race at the hotel, intrigued, I went along and for sure he was.
A young Robert Millar riding for ACBB
PEZ: I’ve seen pictures of you at the Tour, did you go to a lot of races when Robert was a professional rider?
I used to go to a fair few as I enjoyed travelling. I usually ended up in weird places, so I had learned a splattering of languages. I was once in Valentine St Menet on Valentine’s day, hanging around at a bike race, it must have been love! I enjoyed the mystery tour on the TVM team bus one time in Italy, where were they going to? Who had the map book, oh well…
Sometimes I travelled with Sporting Tours, once I shared a room with Serena Rayner Meakin – she’s a lovely person, I recall hearing on the car radio that her husband, Dave had been killed, I was driving to Stratford upon Avon on a very wet, hideous day, it was awful – at the Liège-Bastogne-Liège Classic, so I was delighted to catch up with her again at the Rouleur ‘do’ last year, and so glad that she had found happiness again. One time on the Tour de France, the bus driver did not understand the Gendarme at the base of Alpe D’Huez, he thought he could not drive up, so everyone started walking. I was wearing cheap flip flops. By the time we had reached the ski lift station the sky had turned black. I climbed in the cable car with some American girls, halfway up the car stopped, lightning pinging around us then it started again but the ‘adventure’ didn’t end there, one of the girls rain mac got caught in the cable car door, we were shrieking ‘take it off’ thankfully she did and up and away it went. One final memory of that day was that almost everyone had food poisoning on the bus on the way back down; the memory of my urgent and frequent visits to that reeking bus dunny still turns my stomach to this day.
In the Vuelta he should have won
PEZ: You told me to mention the Kellogg’s Tour 1990 to you?
Ah yes – I worked on Kellogg’s Tour. In the evenings, I got to chill out with various teams if they were staying in the same hotel. One time I was playing cards and drinking good vodka with Abdu and a couple of his team mates, unfortunately I ended up spending half an hour in their wardrobe when the Team Manager came knocking at the door; the guys panicked and bundled me into the wardrobe with the Vodka making ‘shusssssh’ gestures. I had some good laughs driving on the Kellogg’s Tour with the Irish guys who worked with the McQuaids.
PEZ: Did you ever ‘tie the knot’?
Just once – but not with Robert! – the whole ridiculous meringue dress set up, as expected. I chose the first dress I tried on, then spent hours trying on pairs of Levi’s. Just before I said ‘I do’ I thought what a laugh to it would be to say, “actually, I don’t” then running down the aisle laughing maniacally, tossing my bouquet into the air. Pippa would expect that of me as I change my mind so often.
PEZ: You have a daughter together?
Indeed we do. As a child she was a skilful cyclist. What made us chuckle was the way she stood up, and danced on the pedals. When she was about six years-old we took her to a mountain bike race, there was also a kids ‘fun’ track. We told her to warm up a bit so she set off across the field in hot pursuit of some ‘grown up’ cyclists, she didn’t hear us shouting to come back, so we had to ask a friend to go after her on his bike, by which time she was on a tricky descent on the senior route, pedalling furiously. Pippa believes she would have made it as a pro rider, she is fiercely competitive, but she didn’t fancy a life of Lycra and eau de wintergreen.
PEZ: When did Robert first discuss transitioning, was it a shock?
I can’t describe how I felt so let me turn that question round and ask the reader, anything you think you might have felt had it been you then, I probably did.
PEZ: I believe the, ‘In Search of Robert Millar’ book caused you both heartache?
To say the least, humiliation, depression, anxiety, anger and sadness, also fear because we became the ‘weirdo family’. Following a very threatening incident I started to fear going out of the house. Pippa retreated mentally into a very dark place. My cameo appearance in the book is totally fictitious. Far from my phoning ‘someone’ the truth is that ‘someone’ had accessed our ex-directory phone number. Robert had no wish to speak to him, so upon answering I said ‘I have no idea where Robert is so if you speak to him then tell him I have changed the lock on the door’. Coincidence perchance, that the book title became In ‘Search of’. . . subsequently we were ‘found’ by the Daily Mail whose review on the rear cover states the book is ‘meticulously researched’.
Millar – Tour KOM
PEZ: The tabloid attention must have been hard to deal with?
The hardest thing was that the journo’s followed our eight year-old daughter to our door which we had not answered knowing it was them knocking, when she opened the door they seized their opportunity. They hung about outside the house knocking on neighbours’ doors, even pursuing me to work. I don’t read newspapers, but they do have some use for wrapping a fish supper.
PEZ: And I think you said your daughter had a hard time at school because of the transition?
Not at all she was quite happy and popular – she was bullied as a direct result of tabloids uncultured editorial piece which identified us and revealed sensitive parts of our private life.
PEZ: How did she deal with the huge change in dynamic in the home?
You would have to ask her that but nothing changed except we called Daddy ‘Pippa’ they still went cycling together. Pippa picked her up from school, played games, made her feel loved and secure as parents do. The only change, she cared about was when her ‘Daddy’ retreated after the media scandal and the outings stopped. Our daughter revealed to us only a few years ago that she had held herself responsible for letting those ‘bad men’ come to the door and hurt Pippa, she has carried that unfounded guilt all those years.
PEZ: Is Pippa easier to live with than Robert?
They are one and the same really. Meticulous is a good description of Pippa, whereas I am more arty and messy, you learn to live with each other’s little idiosyncrasies.
Tim Harris and Pippa York promoting the Dave Rayner Fund
PEZ: What’s your take on how the cycling world has reacted to Pippa’s transitioning?
Initially Circumspective. When Pippa wanted to be more involved and reveal her story, it was our daughter who was behind her 100%. Initially there were some very cruel comments ‘out there’, these days I am (we are) so grateful for all the support, it is amazing how many people have accepted Pippa and are happy for her, of course there are still a few ‘trolls’.
PEZ: What’s your take on the controversy surrounding Pippa’s revelations in the David Walsh interview?
I said to Pippa on the phone “dammit there goes my trip to Buckingham Palace”. I understand what the reasoning is behind her revelation. Sweeping the dirt under the carpet does not make it go away. A brave decision. Pippa does not take medication lightly and berates me for taking paracetamol, it is not something she desired then or now.
PEZ: Is it true we may be seeing you and Pippa living in Scotland, one day?
I would love to, being of Irish descent I don’t mind rain. Pippa is sceptical about the weather and will quote Billy Connolly; ‘There are two seasons in Scotland: June and Winter’. We do browse ‘Rightmove’ real estate agents often, I fancy Troon there’s a ring to the name. . .
Millar on the attack in the World championships